January 2009
52 posts
Please be kind if I'm a mess.
My cousin just drunk-dialed me for the third weekend in a row, and he’s an emotional trainwreck. My ex won’t speak to me. My ex likes my roommate.  (Sounds like a bad soap opera). I haven’t had the chance to talk to my best friend in two weeks. The boy that I like is oblivious, and I doubt he has any real interest in me.  I have one week to decide if I am going to ask him to...
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Clearly, I am a lost cause.
(Ben Harper, Waiting on Angel) Waiting on an angel One to carry me home Hope you come to see me soon Cause I dont want to go alone I dont want to go alone Now angel wont you come by me Angel hear my plea Take my hand lift me up So that I can fly with thee So that I can fly with thee And I’m waiting on an angel And I know it won’t be long To find myself a resting place In my...
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“Tinkerbell: You know that place between sleep and awake? That place where you...”
– From “Hook,” via imdb
Jan 29th
“My heart is afraid that it will have to suffer,” the boy told the alchemist one...”
– The Alchemist, by Paulo Coelho
Jan 29th
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Jan 29th
Jackson Pollock →
Follow the link to visit the coolest webpage ever.  It’s blank… until you start playing with it.  Try clicking once you get started!
Jan 28th
“Nothing is original. Steal from anywhere that resonates with inspiration or...”
– Jim Jarmusch (via afternoontea) (via capucha)
Jan 28th
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Two more followers!
lifeofahalfie: spiderweber: lifeofahalfie: Thanks!  That is actually really thrilling! :-) Your blog is interesting :)  Curious how you found mine.  It’s a relatively new endeavor… I think I found you on the tumblr area search…I think.  Are you in Ohio?  If thats not it….then I have no clue. :-)  I do know I find yours interesting as well. Yup, that would be it!  Hooray for Ohio and snow...
Jan 28th
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Two more followers!
lifeofahalfie: Thanks!  That is actually really thrilling! :-) Your blog is interesting :)  Curious how you found mine.  It’s a relatively new endeavor…
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Are you depressed -- or just disappointed? -... →
Jan 27th
if everything happens that can't be done, by e e...
if everything happens that can't be done (and anything's righter than books could plan) the stupidest teacher will almost guess (with a run skip around we go yes) there's nothing as something as one one hasn't a why or because or although (and buds know better than books don't grow) one's anything old being everything new (with a what which around we go who) one's everyanything so so world is a...
Jan 27th
Wearing my PJ's inside out tonight! →
“It will be a pretty big mess,” said Jason Samenow, chief meteorologist for the Capital Weather Gang at Washingtonpost.com.
Jan 27th
From Nature, by Ralph Waldo Emerson
But if a man would be alone, let him look at the stars. The rays that come from those heavenly worlds, will separate between him and what he touches. One might think the atmosphere was made transparent with this design, to give man, in the heavenly bodies, the perpetual presence of the sublime. If the stars should appear one night in a thousand years, how would men believe and adore; and preserve...
Jan 26th
China Roses, Enya
One told me of china roses, One a thousand nights and one night, Earths last picture, the end of evening: Hue of indigo and blue.
Jan 26th
People
I was on a 25 minute bus ride, which was ample time for people-watching… inner city, winter, 8pm.  My favorite person was an older gentleman with a white beard.  He was wearing a green Sierra Club jacket, slacks, and a golf hat.  His large glasses were halfway down his nose, and he was intently reading a magazine.  I wish I could have captured the moment.  Amid the grumpy workers, mothers...
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“You would rather throw stones at a mirror? I am your mirror, and here are the...”
– Rumi, 13th Century Persian Poet
Jan 21st
“I thought I knew what love was- what did I know? Those days are gone forever, I...”
– Boys of Summer, by Don Henley (listening to the version by the Ataris)
Jan 21st
My Dream Life
I got to thinking… in 5 years, I don’t know where I want to be, or what I hope to be doing for a job, but….  I know what my house should look like. It will be a small apartment on a quiet street.  It will be the type of place with hardwood floors that have been refinished over and over again, with that worn, uneven grain of wood stain and gloss.  There will be coat hangers on...
Jan 21st
“You don’t know me, and you don’t wear my chains.”
– Augustana, “Boston”
Jan 21st
it may not always be so; and i say (by e e...
it may not always be so;and i say that if your lips,which i have loved,should touch another's,and your dear strong fingers clutch his heart,as mine in time not far away; if on another's face your sweet hair lay in such a silence as i know,or such great writhing words as,uttering overmuch, stand helplessly before the spirit at bay; if this should be,i say if this should be- you of my heart,send me...
Jan 20th
“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers...”
– Rumi, 13th century Persian poet
Jan 20th
Gonna take some time to do the things we never...
“The wild dogs cry out in the night As they grow restless longing for some solitary company I know that I must do what’s right Sure as Kilimanjaro rises like Olympus above the Serengeti I seek to cure whats deep inside, frightened of this thing that I’ve become It’s gonna take a lot to drag me away from you There’s nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do I bless the...
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“If the burden seems too much to bear, remember, the end will justify the pain it...”
– Relient K, “Let It All Out”
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Holding Out for a Hero, Bonnie Tyler
Where have all the good men gone And where are all the gods? Where’s the street-wise Hercules To fight the rising odds? Isn’t there a white knight upon a fiery steed? Late at night I toss and turn and dream of what I need I need a hero I’m holding out for a hero ‘til the end of the night He’s gotta be strong And he’s gotta be fast And he’s gotta...
Jan 17th
Word of the Day
ser·en·dip·i·ty : the faculty or phenomenon of finding valuable or agreeable things not sought for
Jan 16th
“And we wake up in the breakdown of the things we never thought we could be.”
– Goo Goo Dolls, Here is Gone
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Hidden Option F
me: a) call him out on it, say how I see things and what I feel, b) ignore it, c) walk away.  B is not an option B:  but he may not realize or think that he’s treating you the way you feel like youre being treated me:  it’s possible… B:  i do think there’s an option d) pull back some more without walking away completely or e) walk away temporarily until you’re both...
Jan 14th
On Friendship, from Sirach
“A kind mouth multiplies friends, and gracious lips prompt friendly greetings.Let your acquaintances be many, but one in a thousand your confidant. “When you gain a friend, first test him, and be not too ready to trust him.  For one sort of friend is a friend when it suits him, but he will not be with you in time of distress.  Another is a friend who becomes an enemy, and tells of the...
Jan 14th
Cellular Visions: The Inner Life of a Cell |... →
So awesome.  Do you realise how very complex one cell is, let alone your whole body?  Watch this and be amazed.
Jan 13th
“Here are my terms: Have some faith in me, And I’ll let you be who you...”
– David Cook, Life on the Moon
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“My head says, ‘Who cares?’ My heart says, ‘You do,...”
– Unknown
Jan 7th
“It’s a long way down when your hopes are high as mountains.”
– Ronnie Day, from the lyrics of “Falling for You”
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Online Dating
[Lifted from a message board, not written by me] It’s hit or miss, with some cool people and some real weirdos, kinda like meeting singles at a bar… …except there’s no bar… …mmm, and no person sitting across from or beside you… …and you’re pretty much guaranteed to go to bed alone at the end of the night… …and the competition...
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